Monday March 29, 2010

My parents taught me right from wrong, I grew up in a big loving family, one brother (the oldest ) and four sisters, plus me the youngest. My parents had a loving marriage and my life growing up was normal. I kept trying to find the justification on why I let things get out of hand with "M" I feel like such a hypocrite, I was cheated on by a past boyfriend and I know what it feels like, the feelings of being hurt and the betrayal but still it wasn't enough for me to stop, I can't think when he is around,it's like when you are dieting and you know you shouldn't go to the party because you know their will be cake, you love cake and the whole time you are keep telling yourself, you don't need cake,it doesn't look that good anyway, you're better off without it and right when you are ready to walk away someone asks you if you want cake.It's the best you'll ever have,Bavarian cream your favorite and you can't resist it, you smell it, look at it and it has to be yours no turning back , you take the first bite and your done, a goner,you have to have cake, you crave it, you need it,want it, and it's like cake it's always around and it looks good, smells good, and taste good, how am I supposed to deny myself cake?